I hit 200 days! Look at me do my thang! Lol... Anyways. I was thinking today about the past. The people in it whom I miss and whom I dont miss. And since I feel like I can tell you anything here it goes... In no particular order... Sean Carr, Mandy Allred, Amber Armstrong, Chelsey Badoni (now Ping), Isaiah Curtis, Katie Roberts, David Koch, Casey Snell, Andrew Jenkins, Donny Hilton, and Jessica Hart. These people influenced my life in so many different ways and I miss them because they came into my life but never left my heart. So if you know one of these people or are one of these people or have NO CLUE who these people are Im going to tell you who they are to me and what they mean to me.
Jessica Hart- She was one of my roommates in Provo, UT. She had the heart of a saint. But she did not put up with anyones BS. She was a straight shooter and that was all there was to it. I always knew I could get an honest answer from her and she and I had been through a few similar situations. We bonded over broken hearts and taking our lives back!
Donny Hilton- What oh what to say about Donny. He had the body of a God and was a genius but lacked street smarts. I could always count on Donny for a game of Halo. And I always kicked his trash when we played. Donny also took me fishing in the canyon in Provo. Donny, and his roommates Andrew and Casey, defended my honor when a certain douche bag tried to hurt me. For that I will always appreciate Donny, Casey, and Andrew. Donny also had to borrow a dress from me when he lost a bet. I still have the pictorial evidence.
Andrew Jenkins- Drew was the best. The only thing this boy was capable of making was a bowl of cereal. And because of that he ate at my apartment every day for almost a year straight. Drew was a brother to me.
Casey Snell- Casey was the suave ladies man that could do nothing to make me fall for him. I think thats why all those boys kept me around. I had nothing but Platonic feelings for them. I was unbreakable in their eyes. I had declared to Casey one night after staying up too late watching a sapy chick flick with him that I was NEVER going to fall in love and get married. He thought that was funny. I almost did too. Until my husband showed up. Casey predicted our relationship and was only happy for me to tell him he was right when the time came.
David Koch- My shopping partner in crime. You bought me my m&m necklace that I still have in my jewelry box. You made living at Raintree so much sweeter. And David introduced me to my husband! Thanks David!
Katie Roberts- Katie got me through Hair School. She made me think. She helped me find the goofy dorky girl that was just DYING to get out and dance! Katie was also the person who did my hair for me all through school and she pushed me to try new things.
Isaiah Curtis- There is alot to be said about our friendship. But its just better left unsaid.
Chelsey Ping- Weve been through hell together. And thats what friends should always do. Be there for eachother through everything.
Mandy Allred- Babe you and me have been friends for YEARS. Hell we used to be mistaken for eachother. PEOPLE THOUGHT WE WERE TWINS! I miss you terribly!
Sean Carr- You taught me so much about myself that I dont know if I was ready for it. You are my friend still to this day. You are missed.
Amber Armstrong- Youre my sister! Youre my BFF. Youre the girl who was my friend when the "snob squad" picked on me and threatened me. You werent afraid of standing out from the crowd. Your son is the LUCKIEST little boy to have you as his mom. Amber, I love you and I miss you!
Now to leave you with a little piece of my history in a song...
"Number One"
I saw my boyfriend hanging with this girl that I hate
He didn't have to tell me why last night he was late
I can't believe what you tell me
Your lies have come undone
Now I'm living on the run looking out for number one
I took a ride to the city
Had to get out of this place
I just can't stand the pity
When the tears fall down my face
I used to think it was over
But its only just begun
Now I'm living on the run looking out for number one
One day you'll see me but only when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
I hitched a ride on a Greyhound stashed away on a train
Bought a ticket for the subway
Playin' guitar in the rain
I want to follow Rivers to an island in the sun
Now I'm living on the run looking out for number one
One day you'll see me but only when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
Late at night trying to fight
I just might think about him
Right now I'm feeling fine
I'm better off without him ya!
One day you'll see me but only when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
I know that one day you'll see me
I'll haunt you when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
I'm number one
