My house is almost clean. Like its been scrubbed, mopped, vacuumed, windexed, cloroxed, and trash take out. It feels amazing! The weather here in Provo has been so amazing! I've opened all the windows and let the breeze do its thing. I feel like I'm spring cleaning my life as well. In doing so ive found alot of things that used to make me happy that I gave up when I got married. I don't know why I gave them up but I think it was because I felt like I had to please everyone else and I thought I needed to fit what everyone else thought I should be. I gave up the music that made me me. I'm starting to remember what makes me love me. Like the music I listen to now is the same as before but its just the newer version. I ADORE Simple Plan and I stopped listening to them. Did you know they have like 2 newer albums out?! Neither did I until I looked them up on iTunes.
So that made me think about every thing else that I "lost" when I got married. Im not saying Lost in a bad way but when you get married you become a "We" or an "Us". It takes time to figure out what your role is in the relationship. ANYWAYS...
I rediscovered my love for band tshirts and comfy jeans. Flip Flops. Fun summer dresses. Parties in the park. Dinner with friends. Strawberries and salt. Oreos and Peanut Butter. Driving with the windows down and the radio off. The clean smell of spring. NOT waking up to an alarm.
The list could go on and on but Those are just a few!
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